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Mush

My brain has officially turned to mush! After two full days of training in Nashville, my head organ can take no more! It is full of pieces of information, stories, facts, figures, graphs, bars, charts and more. I know in a few days when everything I received processes everything it will be worth the mental fatigue but right now it’s like my brain is in a blender set on high. My eyes are heavy from lack of sleep, my back hurts from sitting for two straight days in a non-reclining chair, my stomach hungry for homemade food and nothing pre-packaged. It’s amazing, or horrifying, that your body, mind, and spirit can be so out of sync after a couple of days.

This morning, on my way into Nashville, I listened to a prayer app and it has a time, after the invitation to pray, to pause and be silent. As silence filled the car I thought about how disjointed I felt, vowed to never work in Nashville and drive into the city every day, reflected on the difference between a room full of forty people plus four teachers and the quietude of the moment and then the app started playing scripture. I wasn’t ready for the noise. I said out loud; “Not long enough!”, then sighed and continued.

Silence is underrated.

blessings,
@BrianLoging (Twitter)
thewannabesaint.com

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Missing Something

Ever feel like you’re missing something? Like everyone else has a piece of information except you? My wife and I felt like this yesterday. We had awoke, ate breakfast, got ready for church with time to spare, or so we thought. We arrived, found a parking space and commented on how full the parking lot was for the second worship service of the morning. We began walking to the assigned building and noted their were no greeters. The foyer was empty, the doors to the sanctuary were closed and we could hear someone speaking from the other side. We went through the doors and walked into a service which was half way over. Somewhere, some how, some way, we had missed the announcement there was only one, combined, service over the holiday weekend. “Whoops!” There were no places to sit and so we stood in the back, leaning against a wall, and listened to the pastor deliver his homily. We did our best to listen to the speaker and not to our legs and feet which started aching after about thirty minutes or so. It was a good service, the part we experienced, and wished we would have had that missing piece of information that would’ve enabled to participate in its entirety.

Life can sometimes feel like we’re missing something. We witness others who never seemingly have a worry or care in the world. We watch as good things happen to the same people over and over and wonder why bad stuff is our lot in this life. If we’re not careful jealousy, anger, resentment can overtake us.

One of the truths wisdom teaches us; is that no one has a perfect life no matter how it may seem from a distance. Each and every person has troubles, heartaches, obstacles to overcome, difficulties to face and burdens to bear. Our acceptance of our shared struggles helps draw us closer to one another and reminds us the journey we walk is never an easy one.

blessings,
@BrianLoging (Twitter)
http://www.thewannabesaint.com

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